Our Blessings

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Sunday, May 15, 2016

Waiting is the Worst

The waiting is the worst part. These past few weeks have been a roller coaster of emotion. We are so excited to get this surgery behind him, but we are so nervous about the risks of surgery. Germs are scary, rest becomes more difficult, and worry tries to steal my joy. 

Fortunately I am a believer. I believe that the one who created this world created my son's heart. It is not a typical heart, but a perfect heart for Mac. I believe that he has given our sweet boy the best medical team in the world to perform his surgical procedures. I believe that throughout the entire process the Holy Spirit is guiding the decisions made by each of us. I believe that the Creator loves my son even more than I do. I believe that He is going to be with Mac every step of the way. I believe that He will strengthen his tiny little body when it needs strength the most. I believe that God will help Mac feel that he is safe, loved, and protected at all times. I believe that throughout this process none of us will be alone. 

The Lord is the strength of our hearts and our portion forever. We trust Him and give Him all of the honor and glory for all that He has done and will do for our precious little miracle, Mac.